Portabella mushrooms Balsamic vinegar Olive oil Garlic Potatoes Sour cream Chives Bacon bits Onions Standing rib roast Horseradish Fresh green beans Eggs Capers Cheddar cheese Holiday meals.

One week later…       is acting the part of the bipolar bitch – don’t know how much more I am willing to handle. She is in       now and so much the better. I am at the post office on a fool’s errand from      . Probably here for an hour.

     ‘s birthday. I feel bad, did not get her anything special. Will try to make up for it while she is in      .

Late to work. Woke up early and fell asleep again. Hard to maintain with       – she overreacts to suit her mood. I don’t mind it too much – though figuring out where things derailed can be perplexing. Blar… noncewords for being late to work on a Tuesday.

Might make it to work on time today… was talking to       about my energy level, how it needs to improve. I really need to approach life differently in the future. I am not making progress as it is, but I have been given so much. Why let it go to waste?

      The trip to       was a disaster – renewed my deep-seated dislike for       and gave me a healthy dose of fear. Redneck idiots, guns, spousal abuse, lies, anxiety… I would have lost my mind if       had not intervened. So now I’m on my way to work, more strung out and uptight than [...]